let’s talk about my weight because everyone deals with it 🙂 you can be “big” find it hard to lose weight be “skinny” can’t gain it (I deal with that “not being able to gain it” bullshit) I’m about 5’8 and only weigh 110 lbs (I just gained 4lbs) 🤗 I mean I can blame the skinniness on me falling ill (i went down to 95lbs, small? i know) but I have been skinny all my life like I’m twenty something I ain’t gaining shit unless I get pregnant and I ain’t getting pregnant NEVER! Not with the way the world is anyway. I mean, we are more drawn apart now more than ever before. There is absolutely zero amounts of unity, caring, equality.. fighting for what’s right, speaking up forwhat is right, supporting one another, respect for yourself and others. I don’t know, maybe it’s in the water or the food or the air.. I don’t fucking know, it’s somewhere. But now a days people are bullying each other like never before. People are judgey AF, like you ain’t perfect, nobody is so fuck off! But anyway, people are causing harm to each other becskin and the their skin color or sexual preference. I’m heterosexual, I loove men..black men but I’m not gonna hate someone because they like the same sex.. I don’t agree with it, but showing hate towards them? Now, personally I think that’s alil much. But hey whatever.. you have to be judged (YOU, with all that hate in your heart) Remember YOU are the one that has to be judged for that bullshit, not me. Anyway yes, I be feeling like I’m not attractive because of my weight, my brown skin the fact that I’m not mixed..but then I start to think how can I find love when I don’t even love myself? so I try (and I say try because it’s hard) I try to shift my focus off all that. A person will search for flaws undiscovered and they’re some straight up haters lol! I’ve come to the realization that people are gonna find a reason to “hate” or talk bad about you..just let them talk! Shit they’re gonna talk regardless.
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well, I don’t even know what to say..there ain’t much to say 😓 Umm, my name is Ny ❤ pronounced like your eye, but with an N. But anyway, I like blueberries.. I don’t fucking know 😅 I don’t wish to say how old I am, just know I’m grown and that I like blueberries 🔵 There ain’t no damn blueberry emoji.. but you understand that I loove them. Anyway, can you tune into my posts? I will be posting (well try to post) daily because I have a lot to say, just not about myself lol how ironic. But everyone has an opinion right? It’s not always the right opinion! But everybody has one.. I have one too so here’s mine ☺ enjoy & THANK YOU View all posts by Seven Shakur