I want to write about my little cousin right quick. Her name is Bella, she’s about 2 or 3..🤔 some shit like that, she young. Anyway, Bella had asked me Ny-Ny, yeah family call me that. Ny-Ny can you get me a drink? Mind you I’m in a wheelchair right now but she didn’t see that. She just saw me as her big cousin who better get her this damn drink lol Naa 😂 But I appreciated that. It made me feel good inside, like wow I’m still Ny, I can still live, I don’t have to feel depressed, I’m too fly for this shit lol And I want you to feel the same way I felt at that moment,. Feel like I’m too fly for this shit, I’m sick..I ain’t got time for this shit, You taking too long..I’ll just do it my damn self, even though you probably can’t do it yourself at the moment..they don’t know that lol Tell a little lie. You can’t be waiting on that bs..you think time gonna pause for you? Nope! So make use of your time.
But again Bella was like Ny-Ny can you get me a drink? I replied I don’t have my chair..I can’t she was like (this made me be say aww) she was like I’ll go get it..I knooow, that’s not nothing..it’s just some words, but those words made me happy. it was more than just some damn words to me, it meant as much to me..as a “like” meant to you 😁 The moral of the story is to be content with you..love the person you are becoming..don’t think that just because you see the flaws in you, that someone else will see those same flaws. You gained weight?..ok Your wheelchair bound? that’s fine. You’re different now..you’re body is gonna change, embrace that shit lol Move on..☝🏾 check please