I use to be ashamed..
I use to look for anyone else but myself to blame..
I use to want to die, I hoped and wished for that shit..
I use to feel so damn ugly
I use to feel guilty..like a burden
I use to believe that I was holding everyone back..
and I use to want to be left alone because of that
I would watch people go out and have a good time
I use to actually feel some type of way, when I was left behind
I use to sit in deep thought and question God, why?
I use to get emotional and sometimes I even cried
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well, I don’t even know what to say..there ain’t much to say 😓 Umm, my name is Ny ❤ pronounced like your eye, but with an N. But anyway, I like blueberries.. I don’t fucking know 😅 I don’t wish to say how old I am, just know I’m grown and that I like blueberries 🔵 There ain’t no damn blueberry emoji.. but you understand that I loove them. Anyway, can you tune into my posts? I will be posting (well try to post) daily because I have a lot to say, just not about myself lol how ironic. But everyone has an opinion right? It’s not always the right opinion! But everybody has one.. I have one too so here’s mine ☺ enjoy & THANK YOU
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We all feel insecure and ashamed for being who we are, it’s part of human nature, what we must learn is how to learn to love our flaws and imperfections.
Hey, I am Ragazza Triste. How are you? I hope you’re well and awesome. Keep writing! Kindly visit my page so we can connect. 🙂
🙂 thank you, your words were kind and I appreciate them alot. I am doing ok although I do get discouraged. I will visit your page like right now 🤞🏾
It’s okay to be discouraged, we all go through the same setback, what we need to do is don’t let the discouragement keep us from being what we are destined to be.
I totally agree. I believe that people carry the feelings from past situations around. It has to be let go and sometimes I put myself back in those situations and I feel how I felt at that time. That makes everything harder but I try to redirect my thoughts, when I begin to think negatively bout myself and situations