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No Secret..

So, it is no hidden secret that I have ataxia. I ain’t tryna hide it..I ain’t embarrassed. Ataxia is basically a balance disorder. Ataxia is a autoimmune disease, which means that the body is attacking itself. I say “the body” because the body doesn’t belong to you. The body belongs to God and you were assigned to it, the only thing that truly belongs to you in my opinion is your soul. That is something God gave to you unlike the body which was assigned to you..respect the body because God will want it back.
I make the mistake of saying that I have ataxia..when in reality the body that I was assigned to has it..I don’t have shit lol This body has ataxia and I have to have the patience to allow the body to heal on its own..at its own pace. I made the mistake of putting time limits on things..like saying “I’m gonna be talking more fluently by my birthday” then my birthday comes and the body had other plans ๐Ÿ˜… I was rushing the body..talking down on the body, just making it feel bad for not meeting my expectations or the deadline for my birthday. I wasn’t thanking it for coming as far as it did, so the body kind of said fuck this and shut down..all the positive it was doing was going unnoticed, unappreciated..it was only when it began to fail me that I noticed. It’s sad that it had to come to this but now I know to have patience..allow the body to heal itself at its own pace..thank the body and remember to show appreciation.

7 thoughts on “No Secret..”

  1. As a fellow disabled citizen i can say with respect i admire your strength to come up here and be open about your personal life. Keep holding your head high God has a plan for you ๐Ÿ™‚

      1. What ? Listen just the experience is more than enough and more powerful than a definition. Look i was born with spina bifida and even take medicine for seizures and i can say much like you i have no fear in expressing what i have been through in life including discrimination to be able to work. But look at God he silenced the doubters and i proudly held jobs with the Miami Dolphins The Miami Heat and Six Flags. Now im at Walgreens but i say that to tell you that you dont have to say much to those who speak against or down on you. The day will come when your name will rise ๐Ÿ™‚

      2. Naa to be honest i never been into that. I mean what i have been taking the passed 20+ years have been doing pretty well so like they say if it aint broke dont try to fix it LoL but hey its not to say that no one else shouldnโ€™t try it. I say to each their own right ? Lol

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