I cried the other day. I was upset and felt that I wasn’t enough. I always ask God for healing and happiness but I grew angry while looking back and seeing nor feeling growth. I questioned God..I questioned the universe because I hear and see great things happening in everyones life but mine. What was I doing wrong? I believed I was deserving of healing and happiness but it just didn’t seem to be happening 😓 I gave myself a major ache in my head and forehead trying to figure things out. I noticed that everything starts and ends with me. I am at the center of everything. I am holding me from receiving what I feel I am deserving of? I am stopping my own self because God and the universe is ready. I am in MY way! I want my actual reality to be the reality that I visualize my reality to be. I have to fight fear. I have to fight!
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well, I don’t even know what to say..there ain’t much to say 😓 Umm, my name is Ny ❤ pronounced like your eye, but with an N. But anyway, I like blueberries.. I don’t fucking know 😅 I don’t wish to say how old I am, just know I’m grown and that I like blueberries 🔵 There ain’t no damn blueberry emoji.. but you understand that I loove them. Anyway, can you tune into my posts? I will be posting (well try to post) daily because I have a lot to say, just not about myself lol how ironic. But everyone has an opinion right? It’s not always the right opinion! But everybody has one.. I have one too so here’s mine ☺ enjoy & THANK YOU View all posts by Seven Shakur