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I think I’ve reached the Plateau.

Hi once again I’m Ny πŸ‘‹πŸ½ As you may or may not know..I have this thing called Ataxia. It interferes with my balance and my coordination..it messes with a lot of aspects of my body but those are the two main things that were affected, in my opinion. Anyway, I think I reached kind of a the plateau for my illness πŸ€·πŸΎβ€β™€οΈ It definitely seems that way. I mean, I was here..wait I’m gonna attempt to draw a mountain lol wish me luck 🀞🏾
Ok I clearly didn’t draw that lol that’s from Google lol But I believe, when I fell ill to ataxia..I was not quite on the mountain yet, I was kind of looking up at it thinking “I have a long road ahead of me” But I had no other choice but to begin climbing, I refused to just sit there and see myself wither away and not help myself..so yes I started climbing. I didn’t look down or back because I am afraid of heights lol and if I looked down, there is a chance I may fall..and if I look back, well the same goes for looking back lol
But I somewhat accepted the fact that I fell ill, so I started climbing..I’m literally going up the mountain now. There are some bumps in the road that made me fall back a little..but those little hiccups didn’t stop me, I just learned from the mistakes I made and tried not to make the same mistakes twice. So yeah there are bumps in the road, there are obstacles that are going to be all up in the way lol but YOU create your reality..remember that, ponder it πŸ‘ŒπŸΎ
Congratulations you’ve made it pass all them bumps/obstacles in your way, working to stop you πŸ‘πŸΎπŸ‘πŸΎπŸ‘πŸΎ pat yourself on the back because YOU MADE IT!
Was it hard? Well, nothing in life worth having will be easy. You have to fight for literally everything..good health, a better life..everything. So yeah the journey was hard..definitely..but you made it. You’re at the top, you can look back now..reflect on some shit lol sike na, but you’re at the top
..now what? Well you can’t turn back and I don’t believe in giving up, so just sit there I guess πŸ˜‚ Reflect on the road less traveled and you can begin to head down the other side now, but just like the struggle and all the obstacles that were in your way on the way up here..it’s going to be just as hard on the way down..I can’t tell you how it will be once you get down there because I have not fully made it down yet πŸ˜•
But I can say it’s going to feel as though you’ve reached a Plateau or something. I know I feel like I definitely have..that’s sad, and yes I do feel disappointed/ discouraged. I mean, I feel like damn..is this the best my speech will get? Will I be in a chair forever? Is this my fate? Then I started to think na, it can’t be..My goals..my dreams. None of that changed, just my voice and my appearance kinda..I still have the same damn goals and dreams but I’m just in a chair now, nothing changed, my thoughts are kinda nothing like before lol
So once again, you’re going to feel as though you’ve kinda reached a plateau..a flat area..where everything seemed to have stopped, but you’re not alone and nothing stopped..you just mastered whatever and you have to find something harder and more challenging that’s all 😊 We have all reached it at some point, just find something new..for me (speech wise) I’m humming more, playing the harmonica, singing, and just tryna talk more in general(I ain’t playing no damn harmonica lol but I got one. It’s just so hlan too)

1 thought on “I think I’ve reached the Plateau.”

  1. Oh yeah, life is a series of ups and downs, until you come to a plateau, that is. I think I’ve been plateauing in my writing for a while now, but let’s see how I can find ways to grow now. Anyway, thanks for this post!

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