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I woke up every morning for 29 years πŸ˜’

I wake up in the morning and I wonder what was the point. Why did I even wake up. I’m still the same person I was yesterday..still the person in pain..probably in more pain today. I wonder do I have a purpose? Muhammad Ali said that everything has a purpose, but what is mine? I do the same things everyday..I wake up, lay there, brush my teeth and use the bathroom. I lay back down and dread getting up again to take a shower. I just lay there wishing I hadn’t even woke up.

3 thoughts on “I woke up every morning for 29 years πŸ˜’”

  1. Happy birthday πŸŽ‰ I can tell from this post you don’t feel happy at all. Its definitely really difficult for all people especially those with chronic illness and disability to feel they have a purpose. You make more of difference and are loved by my more than you’ll know. I was really depressed last year and I do have meds, counseling virtually but mostly praying n typing connect people when i can gives me purpose. If theres even jusy one thing or person you love so deeply your alive for that n maybe that will help you find purpose in pain during year 29.

  2. I get the feeling… but it still saddens me to see someone else struggling with it as well. You matter, you definitely have purpose, and I am grateful you keep waking up. I hope you are able to find some encouragement that helps soon.

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