I’m laying in my bed still..it is 10:42 a.m. I am once again in alot of pain. I can see my window..I’m looking out of it asking “is this how it will be? Is this my forever life? Will I be sent help?” I never once gave up on myself..I love myself..but I look at myself laying here and wonder “will I die like this?” I don’t stop myself from doing anything like going outside..getting dressed..meeting other people..or even showering or just doing my hair and feeling pretty 💅🏿 I never stop myself and opposed help when offered and I honestly feel like people do this to other people. People stop people from thriving. People stop people..periodt.
I can’t blame myself in this situation because I am ready for anything. I want to get better..I want to live better..eat better..think better..I just want to be an all around better person. But it’s people..people are the problem in people’s lives.
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She put the ice into her hand then placed the cubes into my cup…I will talk about this situation in a later post stay tuned 🙏🏾